Today I went to Cathy's viewing. It was such a hard day filled with a whirlwind of emotions.....
SADNESS: I'm sad Cathy is gone. Her daughter lost her mother. Her husband lost his wife. The world lost a caring, selfless soul.
GUILT: I feel guilty that I am alive, doing well right now and she lost her battle.
ANGER: I'm angry we don't have a cure. I'm angry that Cathy did everything she was suppose to in order to kill the beast and yet it still came back.
FEAR: I'm afraid the beast will one day get me too.