I am running on no sleep. I only got 2 hours the night before last and I hardly slept again last night, so I'm exhausted, but can't sleep. I'm sick to my stomach and feel like I could puke, so I don't know how detailed this will be, but here it goes...
They talked to me about getting fitted for a wig, which sucks. I think I am going to get my hair cut before I start chemo, so I am not going from long hair to no hair. I think that will be too much for me to handle. I think things have really started to hit me, although I still think that they haven't fully yet. I'm really scared that the cancer has spread. Please pray it hasn't.